Ugh, who am I supposed to talk to??

So I've been bouncing around from site to site... nothing had really stuck. Oh yeah, even that "I'll post a picture a day!" thing. And I clearly remember trying to devote myself to it. It'd be a lot easier if I had an iPhone or something that has a camera and web thing in one...

Nothing really to say. Life's fun. Though I believe I'm talking behind people's backs too much, resulting in BAD KARMA!! So I've got to stop that. But the problem is, I don't really want to bottle stuff up or else my anger will grow exponentially. But I don't really want to say it to their face becaues they'll just get angry and so nothing good really happens.

See I'm bored typing about my life.

 So yeah, I've got acne/pimple problems now.
Allll over my forehead, nose, around one of my eyes, and a bunch in random places.

What the crap is happening.

 l8r

 Yea, so everytime I want to write in my little journal thing, there's no computer around. But when there's one right in front of my face, I feel no urge, no need to.  I'm just going to force myself to do it. THIGADGALKDJGLAKDJG. 

It's only been like three days, so I hope my memory suffices. 

( it's long... really long... )

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 Well, I suppose this marks the end of my beauutiful summer. It ended with a bang (though small, still it made a noise). ...
Yeah, okay I admit. I WAS TRYING TO BE COOL. But after sitting here for a minute, I can't think of anything to make it any less lame than that phrase is now. ANYWHO. Thanks for comin' to my birthday BASH. I express even more gratitude for assisting in the clean up :D

But that's not the point. The point is, from tomorrow, I will be BORED and will be AWKWARD and living in a shell for the following five weeks. I'm freaking out already because it's just weird. Weird being away from home and living with other people besides my parents; weird being stuck in the hospital AFTER the five required hours with no real place to go because I have to wait for my aunt to finish working (as I'll be living in her house)... maybe I'll just sit around.... look weird.... doing nothing....; weird eating lunch by myself?! I don't even know what to expect. I'm just living in the fear of being ALONE and BORED and the WEIRDNESS OF IT ALL. 

I have many more worries/paranoid thoughts, but I'll spare ya'llz.

toodles

 Truth be told, I miss you. And trut be told, I'm LYING.
doodooodoo

when you see my face
I hope if gives you hell.
doooo

i hope it gives youuu hellll~~~


DANGNABITTHIS FRAEKING SONG AS BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD ALL DAY.